7/11/1993 at 1:28a
it's 00:48 a.m... i just got up to pee.. i had laid down while ago
to sleep... immediately the visuals started with me... can't remember very
much... but there was one scene... where i was given a lesson... and i
knew what the teacher was doing... as soon as it was over... the teacher a
man came back in to the room... i went over to him... asking how does he
tell how i am doing... when i help him with these lessons... his face
turned to kind of a light colored plastic mandala with two white eyes...
and the third eye chakra showing... i looked closely at the third eye...
there was a kind of little wiggly worm or something sticking out of it...
it wasn't scarry looking... then the background of the "worm" changed to
like soft tissue very very pink... with folds of pink and cavities too...
it seemed to change around some... i wonder if it was like a view of the
inside of a brain... but the little wormy thing was still there... thru it
all...
now it seems almost whenever i lay my head down to sleep or just
rest... i get the visuals right away... they are not hidden so much now...
just gets on with it... i think the visuals are to answer my questions...
o btw i just remembered one visual... i was standing out on the
range... putting bullets into a sort of gun... i had two in and was
working on the third... i looked up and up a slight rise... were some
fearce animals coming down toward me... i calmly finished putting the third
bullet in... just so as i'd be ready... then i looked up and saw a herd of
cows? bufallows? something galloping away off into the distance... and
something was coming toward me... i just can't seem to remember what just
now...
there was some other interesting stuff... but it was coming so
fast... and i couldn't remember so much of it... it was all very NEAT...
just before i started writing this... i checked for any mail...
none there... but while i am writing this... my head is a buzzin and
surgin... bet you are there... at least thinkin of me... maybe even
writtin even as i say this... so i'm sending this off to you... so's
i can see if any mail to me...
also while in the bathroom i think i noticed that the scrolling
white characters were doing their thing... so be prepared...