7/07/1993 at 11:58a scrolling white letters i just laid down for a few minutes... as i was sleepy... and there was a storm front just rolled thru here... when i had been sorta inbetween asleep and awake... i noticed out of one of my eyes... which was open the other closed... that out of my left eye... the single line of white characters was strolling to the right... always before they had scrolled to the left... anyway i switched open-close my two eyes and noticed that out of my right eye the characters were scrolling to the left... then i switched open-close my two eyes... and noticed that out of my left eye the characters THIS time scrolled to the left also... then i moved my left eye to look to the right... and the line of white characters changed to scrolling to the right... but when i moved my left eye to the left... the line of white characters changed to scrolling to the left... THAT IS A MOST CURIOUS THING TO HAVE TO HAPPEN... i have so far assumed that the white line of scrolling characters originated deep within my brain... and therefore which eye i used or whether my eye was left or right of a "center" position would have made no difference... sweet dear, things are getting curious-er and curious-er and curious-er... but still i feel very, very comfortable with these things... it is as if "our source" is getting us use to more "Alice in wonderland" like experiences... i just wonder if this kind of thing continues on slowly and safely without bounds as we grow to integrate these unusual experiences into ourselves... it certainly seems important to have each other and to help [P] and [D] (at least only these two so far)... what do you think, hon... also please dear believe me about the "subliminal words hearing" stuff... that's a tuffy to figure out when you begin to notice it happening to you... it really, truly did happen... i may have gotten some specific details wrong as you can imagine i might... but really, truly dear it's a real, real perception phenomenon... not scary at all once you know about it... i bet the "subliminal words hearing" and the "scrolling white characters" phenomena are methods of receiving information from "our source" which information is embedded in the environment all around us... as i said over and over a couple of weeks ago... i was reading and seeing the "message in everything" around me... kinda like you said John G. Neihardt said about the dynamic pattern thingy... but dear why are you and i so special that these things are happening to us... surely other people have gone thru their "version" of this phenomena too... like perhaps John G. Neihardt starting when he was twelve years old... maybe poets great and small get a touch of the stuff... or kinda get in touch a tad with the stuff unbeknownst as to the source of it... GEE, hon, don't we make GOOD philosophers... how's come you and i TOGETHER can get the answers to questions philosophers have been asking for thousands of years... are little ole me and you THAT DAMN GOOD... or is it kind of that time of the millennium when all harvestable folk are allowed to pop their corks and become butterflies in a gentle sort of way... no wonder we want to keep our faces buried... lots of the time... just to reassure ourselves with each other... and something we feel secure and safe with... anyway, dear, the above is "at least a thought worthy of consideration"... |