7/25/1993 at 2:02p
I've been feeling a bit under the weather today... I think I described
a little of this feeling earlier to you... I have spent most of the day
just taking it easy, laying down a lot with a cold compress on my head...
I have had a "bitch" of a headache most of the morning... Then I went
outside for a while in the shade, letting the breeze blow thru my hair,
clearing some cobwebs out... sipping on some ice tea... As I closed my eyes
I saw some big white letter, A B D C and some numbers, 1 2 3 4... [B] came
out and I told him I was feeling a little better but that I felt like there
was a steel band across the back of my head... I forgot to tell you that
while I was laying on the couch, not our bed because [B] was in here typing
[B] did come out, noticed I was laying on the couch with a wash cloth on my
head, gave me something to calm my intestinal tract down, he put his hand on
my head to see if he could help the headache go away... Any other time the
laying of his hand on my head would help it to go away... but this time his
hand felt soooo hot... He said my forehead was cool but I felt very very
hot all over my body... After I came in from outside, [B] wanted me to go
out to the front yard and make my eyes become a camera since we did not have
any film left in the camera... I went out to the front yard and about 2 ft
away from my car were two stalks sticking up out of the ground... At first I
thought maybe they were mushrooms, then I thought no they look like onions..
the one on the right was 3 inches tall the one on the left was 6 inches
tall... they both had very very pale light green stalks that curved back
towards the car, with a big white round bulb-like head on top... between the
stalk and the head there were 3 ring like circles... the distance across
between these two stalks is 7 inches... He said you would want to know
this description... any clues on why that you can share... After I came in
once again from outside, I decided to come in and lay down on our bed...
[B] was getting back on the computer again, so I started to relax... then
he went out to do something with the kids', I got up, took my sundress and
panties off and got back into bed... I was almost flat on my back and went
into my meditation state of mind... I remember asking for help in relieving
the headache that was so intensely bothering me... then I saw a picture of
my head with 4 steel bands around it... I asked if these could be removed
as I felt they were the cause of my headache... Very slowly one by one
these bands were released... as each one was taken off, I felt like an
enourmous weight had been release from me... I started to soar higher and
higher... it was so pleasurable to be so free... when the last band was
release it was the most intense, pleasurable erotic feeling I have ever
experienced, ... I woke up and had
to pee a whole bunch... I noticed almost immediatly that my head no longer
felt like there was a band across the back of it... I came back to our room
and to lay down for a few minutes, going over what I had just experienced...
[B] came in and I told him about what I had just experienced... He feels
that maybe I was given my release from some past life obligations and asked
if I wouldn't mind sharing all this with you...