On the way over to [B]'s Mom we listened to the Grace Family Tape on [R]'s tape deck... I kept getting these stirring feelings about a certain song called, "Cold Frosty Morning- Juneapple" ... I didn't say anything to [B] but on the way home we were again listening to this tape... When that particular song came on I saw before me people dancing... the women were in long dresses, muted blue, muted rose, green, lavender... the men were dressed in dark clothes... after the song ended I mentioned to [B] that I saw people dancing in front of me... He said for me to play it again, only this time I closed my eyes... I saw a barn raising dance with lots of people and fiddlers and banjo players... There were lots of families and people dancing... I watched myself dancing and it was really an amazing sight to be able to watch one's ownself dancing... I danced with one man in particular, I could not see his face at first... He had a long blondish grey beard, brown eyes, and his hair was blonde with some grey highlights... My hair was dark brown with reddish highlights, long and pulled back with a bow and wisps around my face... I was wearing a cream colored dress with a high collar... I had on high button shoes... I was asked by another man to dance, but eventually went back to the first man... When I finally looked up in his face it was another version of [B]... His name is Abraham and my name is Rachael... another OMG... The music has almost a scottish-irish twang to it... This barn raising dance takes place in Pennsylvania... we are either Amish or Quaker or Mennonite, I am sure... there are so many different sects in the Pennsylvania area... The name Lancaster keeps popping into my head... I know that is definatly Amish country... Mennonite too... [B] said he thinks the picture he saw at the hospital of the girl in the white rocker is Rachael, who is really me... OMG... BTW we are going to get the "Carved Out of Time" tape for you tomorrow and send just it to you... *** I just now thought of the town that Abraham and Rachael live in Pennsylvania, it is called Intercourse... kind of slow in the brain this morning, duh! I know it is around the Lancaster area... They are newlyweds and do not have any children as of yet... They are still very much in love and learning about each other... so NEAT to not have children yet in this life... *** I was listening to the Grace Family tape while sipping some beer with [B] and I closed my eyes and here is what happened... I looked and looked thru all the people who were dancing and guess who I found.??? My very best friend in the whole world, [C]... Your name is Kathleen, your parents names are Thomas and Anna... no last names yet... You are surrounded by boys and men, all wanting to dance with you... You have long curly reddish brown hair, more red than brown, pulled back with a lavender bow to match your long lavender dress... You have high cheek bones, an hour glass figure with big breasts... we can't seem to get away from them, can we???? You are not married yet and seem envious of me and Abraham... I keep wishing that you would find someone soon so you could be as happy as we are at this time... We are 21 at this time... We have been best friends all our lives... You are now completly surrounded by male admirers who all want your undivided attention... You keep looking over at Abraham and me, Rachel, as if you want me to help you out... I motion to you to you with my hand to go ahead and have fun and enjoy yourself... You are fanning yourself with a beautiful fan someone has given you... Someone else has just brought you a cup of punch... You are so happy and just love all the attention... We are happy for you... We made a pact that I would wait to have children until you get married... Neat, huh!! Abraham is anxious that you will find someone soon as he is wanting to start a family very soon... I tell him,"Patience dear as I need to wait until Kathleen is as happy and content as we!" He just smiles at me and understands as we all grew up together... You never dated him but we all hung around together... like brother and sisters... Abraham is protective of the both of us... I am still working on last names as Abraham and Rachel don't have any either... See, I told you I would find you at the dance... Are we smiling yet!! Sure hope so... *** I, Rachael, am going to just wait for you, Kathleen, to settle down... I have plenty of time to have a whole housefull of kids'... Abraham is a very undrestanding man... he knows how much you and I mean to each other... I wonder where he is today... [B], of course...