My biography

My name is Carol Sue Heywood-Babrauskas (I know it is a mouthful)and I am a christed, earth angel. Until the summer of 1987 I was a regular kid (well, sort of) who was born in Whittier, CA on October 23, 1951 and raised in a very loving family that consisted and still consists of my mom and dad, an older sister, and a younger brother. My parents shepherded our family with the help of the Missouri Synod Lutheran Church which we attended religiously, and I am thankful for that strong foundation, even though I eventually had to work on breaking free of the limiting belief structures. There is a part of me that is still just a regular kid living a normal life. I live with my husband (married 5/17/96), Vytenis (Vyto) Babrauskas, a world renowned fire scientist, our cat Cassie, and the newest member of the family, Rosey, a Leonberger puppy in a house that we had built a couple of years ago on five acres in Preston, WA (right next to North Bend which is "Twin Peaks" territory). Vyto runs a successful consulting firm from an office in our home which I assist him with and I also am part owner and business manager of a company that manufactures and markets an on-demand water heater that my father and two partners invented. This, along with cooking, cleaning, puppy patrol, overseeing the landscaping and house maintenance, and errand running makes for a busy, full, normal life.

I have come to understand that this normal part of my life is necessary grounding that provides balance and contrast to the rest of my life that has gotten way "out there". A genetic trigger, which was programmed to respond to the energy wave that crested during the Harmonic Convergence on August 16-17, 1987, awakened my pineal gland/third eye system and opened to me a whole new realm of Beauty beyond description. My opened third eye makes it possible for me to view my own spiritual evolution since I became able to see electromagnetic energy. On April 24, 1988 I watched my complementary self's green light body enter through my eyes and establish himself within me. A week later I witnessed a pink tornado blast into my being and settle in my heart chamber After several weeks of blown-away denial during which I was bombarded with undeniable evidence, I finally accepted this essence to be my Christ Self. It took seeing for me to believe this because I felt so unworthy of such an honor to have Christ actually live in my heart-constantly showering me with his expressions of passionate, unconditional Love.

It truly did seem too good to be true-but there it was, the Christ lightbody-the most Beautiful dancing, spiraling, pulsing, bright, vibrant, deep pink light exuding radiant Love that penetrated my being-I certainly did not want it to go away. So I accepted that Christ had entered my being and was residing in my heart. And I was forced to accept that this intimate communion with Christ did not require Jesus. That was a biggie for this Lutheran Girl from Whittier. I was quickly taught that each of us has a Christ Self that is an individuation of the Christ energy/consciousness, that is reachable through the inner heart path = Self Love. Learning that this intimate communing is available to all did serve to relieve my guilt and feelings of incredulity.

I continued along the awakening path and encountered Father energies, Mother energies, and Spirit of Manifestation energies, which all became integrated into my unit through a mechanism of ascending and descending triangles. The interaction with these beings in my inner realms is my own personal myth that plays out according to my personal preferences and heart's desires. The various types of energy are presented to me in personalities that are designed to interact favorably with my personality. Earthwind, my Complementary Self; Pinky, my Christ Self; Maria, Mother Earth; Papa, the Father; Metatron, my spirit of manifestation; and Pink Rose, My Self (light body form); make up my inner family and their presence and our relationships are my most valued treasures.

Knowing that this loving interaction is available to me at all times and forever has made me feel complete within myself and at peace. Nothing compares to the Beauty and Love I feel while communing with my inner family-if I have this now and forever at all times, what else could really matter? No matter what state I transcend into, this Loving family will always be with me. This knowledge leads to peace that passes all understanding.

This interaction as well as receiving transmissions through my open airwaves, seeing and reading the akasha, being a conduit of Heaven and Earth energies which I observe emanating through my eyes (all 3 of them), have served to completely blow away all my previous belief systems and has put me in a state of openness to be able to accept what is. And 'what is' is much more than I thought there could be.

As heavenly marvels were revealed to me, my natural curiosity lead me to study the phenomena I was viewing. Masterful teachers helped me learn of the various scientific processes represented in the electromagnetic displays. Therefore, a fascinating scientific research project presented itself on the other side of the mythological coin. I have studied the inner workings of many processes. I am most motivated to share what I learned of the manifestation process. A simple mechanism for sculpting out our preferred future exists and it is easy to learn. Once learned, this technique can serve to raise everyone out of victimhood so they can claim their power to direct their own life according to their heart's desires->paradise=Heaven on Earth.

Operating 'normally' in the physical plane while experiencing this totally expanded reality has presented many lessons. I have learned to integrate my worlds but it does feel like I have one foot in each. There have been many times when I wanted to just disappear into the playground of the gods and not have to come back to the dense physical realm, but ultimately I know my job is to integrate these realms and serve as a conduit for these energies to reach each other, so I come back.

I feel it is my love of dancing that is my tether to Earth and is part of what makes me an Earth angel as opposed to the ones that fly around the heavens. I know it is my job to help bring the heavenly energies through to Earth and balance them. When I dance and become one with the music, I open my body's avenues of creative expression and invite electricity to flow through it. I also feel very connected to heavenly resources when I really let go and often receive profound inspirations and synchronicity through messages being echoed in lyrics. I Love and am fed by the free-flowing river of creative, spiritual and physical expression. The fact that it is also very healthy for my body, is a much-appreciated bonus.

In summary, I am an evolutionary early bloomer whose system for reconnecting Heaven and Earth was activated earlier than most. (Several weeks ago I was feeling extreme pressure in my head and 'pineal juice' was dripping down my throat so I was complaining that I felt like an evolutionary experiment-Metatron quickly responded "You are an evolutionary experiment!") As Earth's evolution kicks into forward gear and gets rolling, more and more third eyes will be triggered by the higher frequency energies Earth is rising to. More and more realities will be blown away which makes room for the new Heaven on Earth. I simply want to share what I see and have seen along the way to help others who are making the same journey and to reassure that even though things are not how we thought they were (which I acknowledge can be very unsettling), they are really much better!